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Friday, March 19, 2004

8:30PM - AhLo

yeah, its really fucking freezing im my house.

i miss the summer, the days, nights, the people, not having shit to worry about. the only thing you had to keep in mind was if you would go to the beach in the morning or the afternoon, than after where would we party?

then the same thing night after night, only it never got old.

Current mood: nostalgic
Current music: the doors

Friday, March 12, 2004

10:08PM - hey guy, im sick.

i wish i could actually tell people what the fuck im thinking. i think im just afraid they will never understand or that i just cant elablorate or maybe it just takes too much effort.

Current mood: tired
Current music: goo goo dolls

Sunday, March 7, 2004

4:50PM - im useless

i used my sunday to get something done today, other then laundry or a clean room. so now im bored and kinda tired.

i think ill just watch tv and let it eat all my thoughts so i have none.

Current mood: blank
Current music: blink 182

Wednesday, March 3, 2004

8:28PM - creative

blah blah blah blah.

im actually getting better. what dose that mean? i dont care if you know or dont.

reassurance and love always seems to be the best motovation.

Current mood: grateful
Current music: britney spears

Tuesday, March 2, 2004

10:10PM - my shoes are cute

i tend to have these things and write a bunch of covered up analogies so no one can understand shit im saying anyways. im not quite sure why i bother. i guess if i ever find anything worth anything to me that i wouldnt mind spilling out to this, it will be here.

i hate not knowing how i actually do feel about certian situations, especially ones any normal functioning human would. why am i so shitty?

oh yeah, and kellie and i got cute shit last night, go us.

Current mood: indifferent
Current music: jet

Saturday, February 28, 2004

6:24PM - color on my fingernails.

if only i could be in two places at once. OR if i could play what would happen at both places,then decide which one would be the one i actually lived.

why am i so unsatisfied?

Current mood: anxious
Current music: le tigre

Friday, February 27, 2004

8:46PM - little plastic dresses

so yeah, i dont like going out on fridays, they are my thrusday.

i almost peed my pants...and i counted...five times today. i love laughing that hard, theres nothing better.

Current mood: content
Current music: pedro the lion

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

6:29PM - girls night pt.1

so all i have to say is i really did have a good time last night. those girls made me smile for the first time in days, and for me thats a long time.

Current mood: calm
Current music: yeah yeah yeahs

Sunday, February 22, 2004

4:19PM - blah blah blah i hate my life cry cry cry whatever

since i last updated i turned 19. cool.

i am starting to actually get affected by the actions of others, or i mean the actions others dont take. im always going to care for all my friends alot more then most of them will ever care for me.

were you not listening, or did you actually agree with me. because that fucking sucks.

Current mood: depressed

Monday, February 16, 2004

10:46AM - black people in elevators

so my weekend was good and stuff. i love writing in this because i know only kellie reads it, or some weirdo. anyway it was good lots of fun and stuff.

tomorrow is my birthday. i am way cool.

Sunday, February 15, 2004

12:20PM - i am awesome

this is just about how awesome i am. cool.

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